Tuesday, October 30, 2007

fucking problem creator !!!!

i will let go !

kire sucks .....

byebye

Y8:06 PM


yesterday was monday
today is tuesday ^^

okay, so start frm monday night
after sleeping for 4 hours in the afternoon
i woke up at 5pm nyahahah!!
thn went to fetch my mom

n go the curve wif joel n jia wen ~
we were struggling to make a choice between secret recipe, kim gary or midori
in the end we chose secret recipe ~ Weeeeeeeee ~ tom yam !! ahaha

thn after tat some bloody thing happen - - so i nid fly bak home
wad a nice day ! jz go thr makan oni

btw, stil managed to grab a few big apple donuts ^^

really really tasty! i wantt moreeeee!!! MORE

BIG APPLE


i was too hungry n ate 1 donut, my sis ate 1, my bf ate 1
so there was 3 XD

donuts anyone ? =P

so i went bak home n indulge in my choclaty donut yum yum ~
ntg else beter to do
i decided to clear my room ....
n im really satisfied wif d outcome ! neat ! n i even put some strawberry candles here n there
u kno sth lik aromatheraphy.. seriously, after all these things happen
n after breaking down
im seeking relaxation n tranquillity

here's a view of my lil room ^^

a salt crystal lamp ~
some flower lights hanging on the curtain
n my laptop ^^
simple though ... thinking of wad more to add =P


this is the rose scented thingy i bought frm 1u just now
costs me rm15.90
spreader of essence with rattan sticks << desciption ^^
n my strawberry candles ... smells yummy, jz some light fruity smell ~
n my lil chick XD ahahaaa memories ~


this is my lil corner for accesories ^^
pretty ? XD i like pink !!


close up shoot~
fan of hello kitty too =P

today went to 1u to sing k wif jia wen^^
weee we alwiz do that =P ahahaha
but she's goin bek to mmu soon T-T

some pics of our sing k process =P




jia wen XD
forget wad song she singing liao ahaha



kire !


pic of our half eaten food =P
the pizza sux !! warning warning ~
dn order pizza! the takoyaki is nice ^^
bt i stil prefer the one's at jusco ahaha~

logging off !
looking forward to more fun activities to clear my mind

Y6:57 PM

Monday, October 29, 2007

just finished pure maths paper
i screwed it
seriously ~ its screwed... say bye bye to my maths

i stil cant pull myself together
i wonder why
guess everything's that happening around me caused a big impact on me

maybe im nt prepared to face sth lidat

sometimes its just too late to apologize
wads done is done
wads said is said

we just have to be more careful
n think about others
whenever we speak or do sth

this way, less problems n hurt will b caused

i believe actions speak louder than words

dont tell me u love me
its a question why im alone when im most down
while ur ....

can it be by ur side whn u need someone the most
yes, it might not be me by ur side

but i hope, that u make a clear decision
and think clearly what n who u want

its better off alone
than being with someone that thinks ur a burden
and only want to b with u during happy moments
but when u cry, they say its troublesome


im not angry

i just dont feel good anymore
i need someone that can be with me
through rain or sun
through sorrow or joy


lets talk this over
its nt lik we're dead
was it something i did
was it something u said

dont keep my hanging
in a city so dead
held up so high
on such a breakable thread

u were all the things i thought i knew
and i thought we could be

u were everything, everything that i wanted
we were meant to be, supposed to be but we lost it
all of the memories so close to me just fade away
all this time u were pretending
so much for my happy ending

You've got your dumb friends
I know what they say
They tell you I'm difficult
But so are they
But they don't know me
Do they even know you?
All the things you hide from me
All the shit that you do

It's nice to know that you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done

Y12:02 PM

Sunday, October 28, 2007

note:

warning for those who dislike sad stories or ppl who think im a faker

close this page n stop reading


result of emotion unstability for few days n stress n problems here n thr

are these ~




things arent getting any better


and im not too


i wonder if ppl around me r getting sick of me

i guess so


i cause ntg but problems n unhappiness


when they c me cry

they get frustrated coz they have to think of a way to make me happy


is this suppose to be like that ?


why do u expect me to smile whn i really hurt inside?


or maybe u think im just acting




2moro is pure maths paper

n thn i wil hav a 2 weeks break


solemn mode


ntg worth to b happy about



isolation



stop causing unhappy atmosphere

stop crying



u wont understand me


coz im just too trouble some to b understood

or to b cared of






i will learn to b alone

everyone's going to leave

if i continue to b like this


if u think im writing this just to get ur symphathy


thn save it


i dont want ur sympathy


i want u to care me cos u love me


not cause its ur responsibility to make me happy

pls leave me if im ur burden


im saying the truth

i dont want to b one




我想我是太过依赖 在挂电话的刚才坚持学单纯的小孩 静静看守这份爱知道不能太依赖 怕你会把我宠坏你的香味一直徘徊 我舍不得离开



learning to be alone


its my wrong

to reveal my weakness to u




Y9:24 PM

Saturday, October 27, 2007

i can hardly breathe i need to feel ur here with me

i need u badly

right here
right now

dying away


kire

Y3:04 AM


haiz
someone kill me pls

i dunno wat to do anymore

company, bf, exams, me

what more to please

how can i please everyone?

what should i do

to make this all settled

no create a rainbow after a heavy rain


please......
let everything just be okay ~

i dun wanna cause all these problems

n i m truely scared
i dunno how to face it


im just useless

hoping u will stand by me
n be here with me now

but i guess u wont c this

Y2:44 AM


im really frustrated
can anyone help me pls ?

guess im meant to be alone in this deep shit

aleluyah
god bless kire

guess god dun wanna bless me also
coz i sux

just let me die



depressed,
kire

Y2:25 AM


u cant have 2 persons at a time

gentle, caring, understanding, compromise u, love u vr deeply, girly, wont cause many problems

not gentle enough, not caring enough, not understanding enough, doesnt compromise u bt wants u to compromise her, love u, not that girly, problem maker!


blaaaaaaaaa

the answer is so obvious ~

what i am ?


haiz im just depressed

for the 3rd time in the day ..
i say im depressed

yea im depressed for this whole day !
n yesterday night ~

so what ?????????

Y2:01 AM


im actually really depressed zzz
been a long time since i dun feel lik talking for d whole day
or even eating ice cream - -

the feeling is ..
emptiness


really dunno wad to do
are we not compatible enough ?
then why are we still together ?

am i really that bad ?
then why are we still together ?

cos u love me ?
love is not going to be forever if we continue like this

and there's thousands of better choices

why me ? not me ? never me ?

zzzzzzzzzz

im just depressed

exams . company . us . me . u

enough things to get my brain exploded


why cant everything just go on smoothly
why cant love just be simple n easy

without comparing with others
just compromise n solve everything together
heart to heart talks
trust
comfort

just to let me know everything is ok

why would we wanna argue over such a small problem over n over again


is our relationship really that vurnerable?

really sad

its useless, to keep someone frm leaving
when their heart isnt truely urs

what should u do ?



sad n lonely n depressed n frustrated n down n moody
kire

Y1:16 AM


yesterday wasn't a really good night
nothing went smooth

wanted to discuss sth n started talking
NICELY!
but somehow, ended with shouting at each other

i hate it when people shout at me
i dont think they respect me though
y cant u just be gentle n talk out everything nicely?
no shouting no threatening or this kinda stuff

haizzz n thn i accidentally said sth coz i was too angry of someone shouting at me
so he went out of d car! considered i threw him out of d car - -
n thn he din wanna pick my phone or reply my sms
so i went looking for him by foot around the place ...
no sign ~

drive drive drive
cal cal cal
ok~ some trace of him ...
sit there wait ... k saw him
threw me a cold look.... GO HOME LA !

at that moment, i was really stunned n dunno what to do
before that i was shouted at
n thn, ignore my phone calls n sms-es
now finally found him he ask me to go home, n not even looking at me till 5 secs
n he drove off
yeah ! just like that ~

i was like stunned + heartbroken + angry + frustrated + watever sux feeling is there
walk to my car , n my tears just flow ~
cry n cry n cry, cant stop it ....
nvr cried so hard for a long time since ....
n thn his friend come up n ask me what's wrong, said " he ask u to go home ? "
i cant control.... i cant talk... i just tell him " just go "

what to say ? i cant think properly or even see properly
my vision was blur ... after crying for ten minutes or so in the car
i finally drove off...
really lucky to not hav an accident on that night
i just didnt care on wats happening around me ... i just cried n cried in my car
n accelerate... like the world is meaningless...
bcos nothing seems to make sense to me at the moment
i dunno why this r all happening

n now , after almost 24 hours after the case happen
a feeling of insecurity surrounds me

i know i will never be good enough
as there is already someone better than me

with all these things happening between us
will we last long ?
what if one day he gets bored with it ?
what if one day the love is suddenly gone ?
what if one day he decides not to continue anymore?
what if one day he thinks this is all not worth it?

what if one day

she becomes more important than me ?

will that one day come ?
or is it happening now ... without my knowledge


its frustrating to know, that u are not the only one

n its even frustrating to know, that the gap between us is getting bigger n bigger


when will we learn how to compromise
when will we learn how to think before we talk
when will we learn how to care about each other's feeling
when will we learn how to appreciate
when will we know the importance of our significant other
when will we learn to give more than to take
when will we learn to talk nicely to each other
when will we start planning for our future
when will we start considering to change ourselves to the better


when will one of us willing to make a move first to say sorry?



i wonder

what will become of us ......



sad and lonely,
kire

Y12:45 AM

Friday, October 26, 2007

如果你不爱一个人,请放手.
好让别 人有机会爱她.
如果你爱的人放弃了 你,请放开自己,
好让自己有机会爱 别人.

有的东西你再喜欢也 不会属于你的,
有的东西你再留恋也 注定要放弃的.
人生中有许多种,但 别让自己成为一种伤害.
有些缘分是 注定要失去的,
有些缘分是永远都不 会有好结果的,
爱一个人不一定要拥 有,
但拥有一个人就一定要好好的去 爱她.
男人哭了是因为他真的爱了.
女人哭了是因为她真的放弃了.如果 真诚是一
种伤害,我选择谎 言;
如果谎言是一种伤害,我选择沉 默;
如果沉默是一种伤害,我选择离 开.

如果失去是苦,你怕不 怕付出,
如果迷乱是苦,你会不会选 择结束,
如果追求是苦,你会不会选 择执迷不悟,
如果分离是苦,你要向 谁倾诉,
好多事情都是后来才看清楚 ,
好多事情当时一点也不觉得苦!! !!
***爱&缘分 ***

Y1:12 PM

Wednesday, October 24, 2007

aleluyah~

today is free day ! no exams no nothing wa ha ha

i slept till 11am today XD

was planning to study bt my dear kept asking me to go to his house - -

guess he miss me too much wa ha ha


okay, so reach his house jz wu liao - ing watch him sleep

so swt rite?

so i did this






a close up shot of it



kire <3 jason

not bad right? wa ha ha
it was actually meant to b stuck on the wall on my dear birthday de
but thn, no time arr too rush ad ....
so next time first luu =P blerkkk~


after that, we went to makan at steven's corner....

too bored, take picture of someone...
make a guess



okay u win =P
blekk ! i just too wu liao wahahaha

n thn...
walk walk walk drive drive drive

go back to library study!

everyone so shocked c me XD
coz i arrived at 3pm - - grrr!
n thn they say wanna go bak ad ! apa lahhh~~



shane trying to kiss andrew? ahahaha
c wad over studying does to ppl....
haiz.... XD



n thn, after looking at pretty kire for a while
they bcome normal !!! =)

gosu lerrrr wa ha ha ha ha!!


just ignore me ... i think i aso overstudy ad XD

thn andrew left at 4pm
shane left at 430pm
thn left me alone T-T

n it started to rain....
even the sky feel sad for me
haizz pek dai me alone in the cold cold library

all mou sam one lar !!!

k lar .. enough crap ad - -
hahahaa~

n thn the bloody mrr2 jam again zzz
next time dn use mrr2 people~
coz got roadworks going on there
btw i went home bout 6pm, so i guess its okay if its not anytime close to tat keke

time to bury my head bak into da book !

wish me luck on 2moro's chemistry 5

muackzzz

Y7:01 PM

Tuesday, October 23, 2007

today just finished my mechanics paper
studied till 330am last night *wu wu wu* so sleep, my look is so chan now

but luckily my dear accompany me to study... in msn though XD
n thanks to a kind kind friend teaching me through msn
if not i dont think i will be able to solve so much questions today ! thanks a bunch guys ^^

really feeling happy today bcos i can answer all the questions in my mechanics paper
mostly during past years i dunno hw to do bout 3-4 questions out of 7!
damn lame rite wohohoooo

it's kinda tiring after 3 hours of dota now, i just had my bath n blogging ad ....
so long no play dota haha, just a game actually =P
noob me ~ nehh, jz play fr entertainment... even i lose i stil can laugh lik hell
hahahah!!

do u ever wonder, who will u run to when ur feelin down?
who is the first in ur mind when u feel like the whole world doesnt understand u ?
whose arms would u wish to be in when u feel lik breaking down ?

i dont need much as u think

i just want to hug u tightly,
it never fails to give me warmth and comfort....
coz i know u r alwiz there to protect me
and to catch me whenever i fall ♥

ur kiss on my forehead
tells me that everything will b okay ♥

the touch of ur hand
so gentle that it makes me feel like a little girl once again
n forget all my worries and sorrow ♥


i wonder
if u feel the same way about me ♥

Y7:47 PM

Monday, October 22, 2007

yesterday night = MCD
today lunch = PIZZA HUT
today dinner = KFC

what more - -

say gg pls kire

gg-ed
gg-fied
gg-ness

Y10:39 PM


http://my.so-net.net.tw/sirwang/fur.wmv

FUCK U MAN !
pure cruelty
let the animal suffer b4 they die

wtf ?!

seriously i cant continue watching it... i offed it whn he start using the axe

CURSE HIM !




Y9:03 PM


havent been bloggin much lately
coz my exams r comin !
well, its here actually - - 2moro wud b my mechanics paper..

totally stressed out n idealess bout lots of questions
haiz... coz i nvr study anythin T-T
so sad ... such a sad case
btw

who says i din study !!!! i got study okieeeee~
for tis 2 days ~ tats y i seldom on9 n blog
heres some pics to prove it XD






sometime about 12am , kim choon aka chasaobao doin mechanics XD
so rajin wooo !! seldom can c us study ler =P worth 100 gold this pic








m&m mcflurry ~ so colourful n pretty =P
really nice to look at , but he said its nt nice to eat ! muahahaha
i think its about 1am now - -
sleepy~
none of my pics coz i look really ugly n exhausted =P


okay~ enough of yesterday, today i aso studied!
went to library at 12pm coz a pig don wanna wake up - -
if not i can go at 10am ... grrrr~
but thanks dear for accompanying me to study at night =P
although wad u do only sleep ahahaha!!

today is andrew's birthday too !!
so we went to pizza hut to celebrate... yipppiee~~ he treat us coz his AS got straight A's wa hah ha ha







mr andrew da birthday boy
ah zhuuuu ! ahahah..








me n andrew ! i loook so chan ler - - pif







mr bao ~ he looks more chan coz havent sleep d whole night
n stil can dota at bliss - - wtf?! godliked ~






budak shane scratching his head to solve mechanics question =P
a proof that i studied today ! in library summore gg...
kire's believe it or not XD unbelievable?


enough of boring studyin !
now come some cute cute pics ~
my dear bought some presents for me
hehe so happy oo ! thx dear =P muacckz..






a piggy bank to save money ^^
currently got rm40 inside ad.. not bad ler =P
i hate pig - - but its pink, so nvm lar wa ha ha






n a sweet sweet lolipop!
strawberry honey =P

sooooo sweeettttt ^^
thanks dear ~



okayz
back to studyin my mechanics

hope my dear pei me study aso T-T
but he sleepin again !
ahahah nvm lar =P
lurve u bb ^^

Y8:28 PM

Saturday, October 20, 2007

i did some personality test out of boredom XD

OKAY i STOLE thm ... ngek ngek ngek =P

Your Personality is Somewhat Rare (ENFP)
Your personality type is enthusiastic, giving, cautious, and loyal.
Only about 8% of all people have your personality, including 9% of all women and 6% of all menYou are Extroverted, Intuitive, Feeling, and Perceiving.
http://www.blogthings.com/howrareisyourpersonalityquiz/">How Rare Is Your Personality?


im rare ! =P

Your Inner Blood Type is Type B
You follow your own rules in life, even if you change the rules every day.Sure, you tend to be off the wall and unpredictable, but that's what makes you lovable.And even though you're a wild child, you have the tools to be a great success.You are able to concentrate intently - and make the impossible possible.
You are most compatible with: B and AB
Famous Type B's: Leonardo Di Caprio and
What's" Your Inner Blood Type?


i dunno wads my blood type to b frank - -
bt i like this description muahaha

You Are 71% Real
You know who you are, and you're pretty darn comfortable with yourself.Like everyone, you struggle with the parts of yourself that aren't so great...But you're good at accepting who you are and not dwelling on your faults.As a result, you're confident, optimistic, and very real.
http://www.blogthings.com/howrealareyouquiz/">How Real Are You?

i wonder it that's true =P



not really in a good mood now actually
but well, what comes around goes around

no point of me asking so much, im tired n im hurt ... okay?
that's enough ....

i don't want to waste my time figuring out wtf is going on or wadsoeva
so just do what u all wanna do n let me do what i wanna do

make it fair n square ..

okay?
fine?
happy?

done !

Y8:26 PM


okay, so yesterday was friday...
hmm followed my dear to cheras tesco to hav dinner wif korporal azman
nt really sure hw to spell da word "korporal" so i jz cincai =P
hahaha~ my dear helped this police man n a old uncle the other day whn they met an accident
this police car banged the uncle's motorbike whn it was u - turning.
so my "kind-hearted" dear went down n lend a helping hand~ how sweet AHAHAHA
n thn we had dinner at this malay stall opened by linda or something like that.
mr azman said she was a dj or sth at era / hot fm ?
i don't really remember ahaha n im nt familiar wif malay stations... soooo XD kakaka~
the food was fine, n we met his cute lil baby Safuan =P wif big watery eyes .. hw cute !



after that, we headed to the curve to catch a movie...
so we ended up watching brothers. hoho guess who is in it ! Andy Lau~ wakkaka~ so handsome =P
i really like him wahaha... but sadly he's a police in the movie, not the gangster boss- -
think if someone doesn't know anything bout gangster n stuff like that they won't understand this movie ahaha!
well, its quite a long movie as it took about 2 hours n 10 mins @@"




b4 the movie started, i dragged dear to Midori@Cineleisure to eat ice cream!!! it was so nice ~


we ordered sakura dreams













kawaii nehh !! chuuuuu ~*
look at the love watermelon n love jelly ! <3
cuteness~














*swt* got so nice eat ma ? XD

















haha me wif 2 spoons, one fr me one fr my dear !=P
dunno wad to pose ad 0.0
the end of our ice cream
sweet love <3
me wif tis green umbrella
if its pink i wud hav steal it !
nehhh, but dont bother since i hate green !! wahaha
finally a pic of me n dear , wif d pink light as d background.
absolutely love it ~ pink is pretty =P
that's all about my friday night ^^
today is such a torturing day as i'm struggling with my mechanics.
haiz... sometimes jz wish there was more time.
but i would just spend it away playing n playing n sleeping n sleeping probably
wahaha!!
i sux =P

Y5:04 PM

Friday, October 19, 2007



[. 10 句讓你心有所感的話 .]

第一句
沒有一百分的另一半 只有五 十分的兩個人

第二句
付出真心 才會得到真心 卻也可能傷得徹 底保持距離 就能保護自己 卻也註 定永遠寂寞

第三句
通常願意留下來跟你爭吵的人 才是真正愛你 的人


第四句
有時候  不是對方不在乎你 而是你把對方看得太重


第五句
冷 漠 有時候並不是無情 只是一種避免被傷


第六句


如果 我們之間有1000步 的距離 你只
要跨出第1步
我就會朝你的方向走其 餘的999步

第七句
為你的難過而快樂的 是敵人
為你 的快樂而快樂的 是朋友
為你的難過 而難過的 就是那些 該放進心
裡的 人

第八句
就算是b elie ve 中間也藏了一個lie


第九句
真正的好朋友 並不是在一 起就有聊不完的話題
而是在一起 就 算不說話 也不會感到尷尬

第十句
朋友就是被你看透了 還能喜 歡你的人





Y7:58 PM


"Who Knew"


You took my hand
You showed me how
You promised me you'd be around
Uh huh
That's right


I took your words
And I believed
In everything
You said to me
Yeah huh
That's right


If someone said three years from now
You'd be long gone
I'd stand up and punch them out
Cause they're all wrong
I know better
Cause you said forever
And ever

Who knew


Remember when we were such fools
And so convinced and just too cool
Oh no
No no


I wish I could touch you again
I wish I could still call you friend
I'd give anything



When someone said count your blessings now'
fore they're long gone
I guess I just didn't know how
I was all wrong
They knew better
Still you said forever
And ever



Who knew

Yeah yeah


I'll keep you locked in my head
Until we meet again
Until we
Until we meet again
And I won't forget you my friend
What happened


If someone said three years from now
You'd be long gone
I'd stand up and punch them out
Cause they're all wrong and
That last kissI'll cherish
Until we meet again

And time makesIt harder
I wish I could remember
But I keepYour memory
You visit me in my sleep
My darling

Who knew

My darling
My darling

Who knew

My darling
I miss you
My darling


Who knew

Who knew











Y4:06 PM


why do men only lik pretty girls?!

it's just a stupid fact that can't be changed
n it's in every man's nature that they are attracted to pretty girls!

causing lots of young girls to eat diet pills, skip meals, and even maybe turn into a anoraxic just to b pretty enough !

how m i suppose to look like errrrrr dawn yang?
yeah she's truly drop dead gorgeous
mesmerising eyes, tall n slim with a LONG way hair!

gosh i really miss my long hair!

iwant hair extensions no matter what !!!!!!!
i still belief girls shud hav long hair muahahaha~

it's actually vr subjective, coz i personally lurveee long hair meself =P

im not slim, i dont hav pretty eyes, i dont hav a cute nose n i dont hav sexy lips!

sowhat?

ok...
nvm

i guess im just jealous

wahahahhaah!!

project slim down,
blaaaa~ hundred years aso won succeed~

god , pls make me slimmer !

aleluyah
i love u god

muackzzz

Y2:29 PM

Thursday, October 18, 2007

im in the midst of confusion

to trust or not to trust
what's really going on?

Y11:26 PM


Pretty Quote Graphics, Myspace Caption Graphics, Friendship Quote Graphics
this is a post dedicated to all of my best friends out there
those who are with me through thick n thin

never felt tired listening about my problems
alwayz trying to give me the best advise ever

i may not be good in words nor action
n maybe neglection came in the way of our strong bond of friendship

just here to let all of u kno
n to that special someone who is alwiz there for me no matter what happens
Pretty Quote Graphics, Myspace Caption Graphics, Friendship Quote Graphics
a big big big big thankkkkkkk euuuuuuuuuu !
n a big big big big huggggggggggggg !

to be by my side alwiz
i really appreciate it

n i lurve u guys !!!!!
n i apologise for the tears and sorrow i had brought to all of u

sincerely hope , our friendship will last forever

Pretty Quote Graphics, Myspace Caption Graphics, Friendship Quote Graphics



Y8:07 PM


no one can replace her in ur heart




please don't leave me alone


i feel so cold without u



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my heart is broken

im lying here

my thoughts r choking

on u my dear

Y7:44 PM


yesterday was a fun filled day !
went to sing k wif jia wen for 2 hours, as we used our student cards
n it was really cheap ! about rm 11 per pax... n we even ordered additional food tat cost us rm 5! n the total is just rm 11 per person ~ unbelievabla LOL

here's some pics frm the scene ahahaha!!

siao pic of jia wen ... ahaha!! i think she was singing ' if i aint got you '
guess so XD

another more siao pic !



singing frm the toilet - - " *faints*

alright, after that we headed to watsons n i got a maybelline watershine lipstick..
the twist twist thingy , just tested a bit ... it has a nice shine bt nt much of a colour though ~

night, me n my dear went to timesquare to kai kai
actually was for a movie, bt theres no movie to watch - - except for otai ! ahaha~

we ate sushi king that night,
ordered a set of piri piri chicken ...



my dear liked it sooo much ... c c c




imba right? XD ahahaha!!



a pic of us at sushi king =P
wif my stupid short hair - - grrrr!! i really look weird in it .. pif




and a big MUACKZZ for my dear on the end of d day

that was bout yesterday night ...

n thn we chatted till 130am till he went home wa ha ha ha !! poor dear cant get enough sleep everynight ... XD

Y1:55 PM

Wednesday, October 17, 2007

well, yesterday i found out some interesting stuff frm a blog
although its past, im stil takin it seriously as its about me - -
n theres no guarantee it wont happen in the future

jz confused as y he said im so so bad n she's so so gud n he stil wan me bak
sometimes really confusin huh !

but everythin is clear now, n he finally admitted wads it all about

i wonder what will become of us

which type of love should this be?

full heartedly
or just partially


its ur choice
its ur stand
its ur decision


Y1:52 PM

Tuesday, October 16, 2007

如果一个男人真的爱你

如果一个男人真的爱你,
他的手机会 为你24小时开机,
在你最需要他的 时候可以随时找到他,
因为他爱你, 所以会时时担心你

如果一个 男人爱你,
他会很自豪的告诉他的朋 友与家人你是他最爱的女
人,
当然并不是时时挂在嘴上,
而是用 一种行动去告诉别人,
你是他最爱的 女人!
因为有了你他觉得很骄傲
无论你是
不是真
的很优秀 。。。

如 果一个男 人真的爱你,
他会把除了工作之外的 很多时间都给你,当然会偶
尔和朋友 去聚会,
因为 他想时时刻刻都看见你。

如 果一个男人真的爱你,
他会毫不吝啬 的给你物质上的付出(我并不是说所
有的女孩子都应该物质化,这种付出是他心甘 情愿
的)
因为他觉得他所有 辛苦的努力就是为了让你过上很
幸福 的生活,
他爱你,不想让你过的那么 艰苦

如果一个男人真的爱你 ,
他绝对不会骂你,
在你很 任性的时候任你发泄,
当你任性过去 的时候,
会很委屈的说:“老婆,我 又作错什么了?你
可以告诉我,我一 定改,千万不要生气,那样会把
身体 气坏的”

如果一个男人真的 爱你,
你会发现你和他在一起后,& amp; amp; lt;BR不经意间
发现你
总有很多 穿不完的衣服 ,
而此时你会发现他的裤子上有个小 洞洞,
他会很解嘲的说:“现在不是 流行乞丐服吗?再说
男人要有内涵, 穿那么好干什么?”
呵呵,因为他总 是看见漂亮的东西就买给你。

如果一个男人真的爱你,
他就不在 乎陪你逛街会浪费他多少出去自由的机
会,因为他甘愿失去 那种所谓的自由。。

如果一 个男人真 的爱你,
无论你们在一起多 久,
都会陪你 一起爬山,看海,看星星,看日落,
因为他知道你渴望这样的浪漫。。。

如果一个男人真的爱你,
他 绝对不会嚷嚷着叫你去减肥,
但是这 个时候你自己一定要去健康减肥,
因 为苗条的女人确实可以叫人赏心悦目。
因为你的健康是他最关心的。
如果 一个男人真的爱你,
他不会 留恋与网络与别的小妹眉甜言蜜语,
因为对你他都有说不完的爱,
哪有那 心思和别人废话。。。

如果 一个男人真的爱你,
他不会还和前女 友很密切联系,
虽说分手了还是朋友 ,
在她困难的时候可以去帮助她,& amp; amp; lt;BR但是
不会超
过<>朋 友的底线。。

如果一个男人 真的爱你,
他 在每天很辛苦的工作回到家的时候,
会抱着你说“老婆,我回来了”
他爱 你,他绝对不会把不快乐带给你!
如 果一个男人真的爱你,
他会 在清晨上班的时候,
亲吻你的眼睛, 满足的说:宝贝,我上班去了!”
如 果一个男人真的爱你,
他绝 对不会忍心背叛你,
无论出于什么样 的动机。。
因为在他眼里,
你是最美的。。
即便你不是

如果一个男人真的爱你,
他 会在你故意说要离开的时候,
撒娇的 不和你分开,
而在你真的想离开的时 候,
就会放你走,
即便他真 的不愿意放手。
因为他爱你,只希望 你幸福。。。

如果一个男人 真的爱你,
那么你会比他的事业更重 要,
他绝对不会已事业为借口推脱你 。。。

如果一个男人真的爱 你,
他不会陪这所谓的客户去做所谓 的应酬,
(很多男人把找小姐说是谈 生意需要)
他 宁可不要这个 业务,
世界上又不是只有这个业务。 。。

如果一个男人真的爱你 ,
他绝对不会一次次把你推向那冰冷 的手术台,
更不会让你一个人孤孤单 单的去走向那冰冷的世
界,,,他会 郑重的说:“把我们的宝贝生下来
吧 !”

如果一个男人真的爱你 ,
他会象爱他家人那样爱你的家人,
也会尊重你的亲人和朋友
如 果一个男人真的爱你。 。
那 么,那么,那么,
请你珍惜好他 ,好好爱他,
为他改掉所有的小姐脾 气,
好好的心疼他,理解他,鼓励他 ,支持他!

希望并祝福所有 勇敢追求爱的女人幸福

爱是 相互的,
也请女孩子好好爱你身边值 得你去爱的男孩子!

Y1:04 PM


yesterday was a public holiday. So, my mom made lunch. Whn i woke up n went into the kitchen, she asked me to invite my dear over fr lunch. I was kinda blurred as we just had dinner together yesterday night. But she said she cooked extra, oh well n insist he comes over. So i had to pull my dear up n come over hahaha!!

During lunch my dad invited him to eat seafood at klang. *faints* whats with my family? mayb they r in a spell or some kind haha.. nvr c them act like this b4. Yesterday night was even funny, the whole family even offered to send him back home. double *swt* welll, maybe its a good thing ? haha

but thn we din went to klang to hav seafood, coz its jamed! instead we went to 1u to eat bbq plaza XD our favourite food ! it never fails to satisfy our taste buds. not much of photos there coz im just too busy with eating ! =P

later that night, went to laundry the curve to have a drink n celebrate guan li's belated birthday ! this is what we ordered.


margarita lime frozen, sex on the beach and sunset at the curve! ahahaha nice names ehhh..

we had flaming lamborghini and some vodka at the first round.

the flaming lamborghini sure is unique! everythin happened so fast so i din manage to take any pictures. hahah!! blue fire~ niceeeeee

n we chatted away, i think bout 3 hours - - " lol laundry is nt a bad place to be in...
we went home at bout 1am sth ....

its been such a longgggggg time since i have such a good chat with friends.

maybe im kinda quiet type .... well i dunno XD

but its really enjoyable =P

lucky to know u guys there

finally here's a pic of our "dai ke jeh" june n the belated bday gal guan li XD



looking forward to the next yam cha session ! hahaha

Y11:50 AM

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