Wednesday, April 16, 2008
wat the fuk is wrong with this Blogger -__-
it locked my blog n say my blog is a SPAM blog !
Hello - - geez dam crazy ~~~ although I seldom blog but why the fuck lock my blog lar ...
By the way, just to update that im officially on diet plan !
YES So no food after 6pm
Gradually cutting down on meal portions and snacks
Increase water intake and exercise
30 day target - Slim down to my previous body
60 day target - Slim down until people around me can c d results
90 day target - Killer bod of Maggie Q OHMIGOSH XD XD XD WOO LA LA
Day 1 16th april
Such a nice day to start my plan , it's kimabulengeh birthday today ! Happy Birthday, be truely proud cause I have chosen ur birthday to start my diet plan XD Wohooo ~ Okay, today what I ate
Breakfast : dim sum - siu mai, lo mai gai
Lunch : a pack of biscuits n few hello panda
Dinner : tom yam mee n fried stuff
Review - regret regret ! Cut down on snacks n fried stuff !!!!! big NO NO ~
Gambateh !
Btw. tomorrow i will be working for maxis golf tour.
Hope they have nice healthy food there T.T
April 17th ... yeah the post was saved in stupid draft so i decided to continue typing here!
Maxis golf event was ok. Not tiring or hot at all, in fact its so easy ! We basically have to work just for an hour or two. During the golfers have their lunch. Hoho ~ So nice ! And u just get rm150 like that !
I'm kinda sad today, just received an email that I have been selected to be feautered in the first Talents Magazine. But then ! Im working tomorow... GRRRRRRR Feeling down T-T Why WHY WHY WHY WHY ?! You get a one full page profile for FREE ! Gosh... and i actually missed the chance... Just praying hard that they will remember to call me for the next issue as they promised ... Sigh, heartbreaking !
I'm truely excited and looking forward to my new Myvi SE ! Black~ WRF 2088! Just cant wait to get my own car !!!
And bout my dieting plan ... yeah, today weight 49kg ... As usual -__-
Breakfast : egg sandwich
Lunch : Rice with curry n watever im just too damn hungry
Dinner : none but im freaking hungry now ! SHIT
Y10:17 PM
Thursday, April 10, 2008
lazy to blog ... basically my life is kinda boring, despite the busy maxis roadshow i had last week.
I feel really happy when everything is finally over on Sunday, even my voice is almost gone! okay jz a brief intro on what I did throughout d maxis roadshow @ Mid valley from last Wed to Sunday. I was promoting Value Extras for maxis postpaid users there. It ain't easy to persuade customers to subscribe to this service -__- even its only worth rm10 and we're having a buy 1 free 1 offer. Come on man ! It's only rm10 n u definitely get savings ! 100 % !! Sometimes i just dunno how they think - __ - rm10 is not even worth a starbucks okay ! And it's for one whole month ... Top sales I did throughout the roadshow was just 13 activation in one day ! Sucksss ! Definitely not satisfied with it. But that's just the fact ! I think I should change a different method to approach and persuade customers. In the end, it's ur performance that counts. Not your relationship with agents and clients although that contributes a bit too !
Well, what can I say? After working for various events and roadshows, I can say that being in today's society ain't an easy thing. If you think by getting a degree or a diploma, coming out to a big company and getting 4k per month is enough. I can tell you not ... What can 4k per month bring u ? Your car loan wil cost probably 1k... Your house probably 1.5k-2k... What y u left with? Petrol, insurance, food, shopping, pak toh... Omg, it is definitely not enough ! And don't forget the office issues, where you have to please ur boss and ur client and also your workers.. Your boss don't like u ? That's it, u will be in living hell and dread to work just for that 4k everyday ! Is that the lifestyle you want? Your client don't like u ... You will get all stressed out for they will badmouth u and spoil ur reputation in front of your boss and thats it ! Your workers don't like you ? They will be less efficient and of course, u will be hated !!!! Gosh, even I'm not in any corporate or big companies yet. Things like this are already happening around me ! Even i'm just a part time promoter, there's still backstabbing around. Sometimes I just get so tired of it. And feel lik quiting. But thinking of d fact, this is what happen in society every freaking day ! I should really face it and think of a way to cope with it. Thanks for all these, I have grown stronger and matured. Future is something very blurry, yet you have to lay out a nice plan. At least when you fall, you don't fall too badly and you will still be able to climb right back up ! =) So people, if you really haven't start thinking of what you would like ur future to be. This is the time to lay out a plan. Not a perfect one, at least a sketch. A direction to let u know what u will be doing and where you will be going.
Well, i'm starting to get my salary ad. And I used pretty much of them. My planning for my salary, first of all - Face ! YEAH My face is like shit !! Until d extend I need to use foundation. I keep lying to my self that it's because my concealer is used up .. ZZZ But the truth is t's really getting uglier n uglier.. Sigh. So i'm gonna throw a lot of money into caring for my face. Secondly, I will invest in a unit trust. I'm not really sure about what is it yet. But it will do me good. Rather than spending all my salary in shopping ... Yeah finally ! The part which i most like ~ Definitely spending it on shopping !!!! And maybe contribute a bit to my car loan !! YES YES I'm finally getting a car. But i'm really struggling to make a choice between Gen 2 CPS and myvi SE. Gen 2 CPS is real cool ! I really like d interior and it's spaciousness. Myvi SE is not that bad, but I don't think its worth it price of 52k ... While gen 2 is 60k !
Okay, and im eating way too a lot these days.. Sigh lazy to blog about that. Makes me sad ..
I WANNA BE SLIM !
does sit ups and leg lifts help ?
hopefully they do !
currently oni can do 50 in a shot... dam shitty !!!
Y9:35 PM
Tuesday, April 1, 2008
unbearable
these days has become so unbearable
the coldness, the wall, the ignorance
i don't deny the fact that i am weak whn it comes to this
yes, i am ...
struggling to pull myself together despite all these
wondering how am i going to be able to work
its just so unbearable
i dont wanna spend a single second on my own
i wish there was somebody who will be there for me
sadly my dear dont live near me
if not i hope i can be with my dear every single second and cry my hearts out
people come and people go
a life without problems would not be a life after all
stand strong ?
when it comes to advising ppl yeah i ask thm to stand strong
but i cant do it .. lame
everything has turned so cold and so different
looking at all of d pictures, somehow my heart tells me tat everythin is a past
maybe it really cant be the same as before anymore
we have made ourselves strangers to each other ...
i am just so fragile now
can someone gimme warmth, take me away from all these coldness
Y8:38 PM