Wednesday, November 26, 2008
November 26
Happy birthday Jesslyn babe =)
Holidays have started. Guess what I've been doing?
Shopping, shopping and more shopping...
Gosh I just can't stop staring at the monitor and clicking away through forums to scout for things to shop -_-"
I wonder why girls love to spend their money away just by shopping.. Weird...
Recently, I'm searching for skin care and masks for to save my face!
Desperately need a first aid kit for my face.. *Sigh*
It's getting worse day by day, Vichy doesn't work for me...
I wonder what works for me T-T *sad*
If anyone knows anything that can works wonders for my face, pls let me know !
Seriously appreciate it very much !
I ordered the so-called miracle soap - Mior
Guess it would reach me by Thursday, let's see if this soap can miraculously save my face.
Ordered a handful of Taiwan products too ! I wonder why they are so cheap since they have such good feedbacks on the results. Do they really use cheap ingredients or what? It's scary just to think of that. But, oh-well, girls are willing to die to be pretty ! HAHA!
Body whitening lotion RM 30
Claimed to be able to whiten your body in 28 days time. Provide long lasting fairness
Comes in 4 scents. ( That's what attracted me to buy in the first place -_-, I'm totally into perfumes and aromas, anything that has a nice scent in it I would just grab em ! Grr
Shiseido black mask RM 2 per pack
I doubt its by Shiseido as it's so cheap.. Hmm, well as long as it works I don't really care if its original or not. Just look at the picture! All the whiteheads and blackheads! I would be really hyped if I can pull out results like that. Really worth my money. Can't wait for the stocks to arrive!!
Invisible stocking cream RM 28
Recommended by Ling Zhi Ling, its claimed to cover scars and lightens ur legs~
Even provides slimming effect, or illusion to others haha~
As my legs are covered with scars and its unattractively dark, I thought I should try this product. Who knows there might be a miracle wohoo !
Latest mask from Taiwan RM 33
Unique formula, it turns from gel to water and water to lil beads or some kind.
I ordered the rose one, ( It's the scent thing that actually caught me again, and the pink packaging with the ribbon )
This one claims to reduce acne and acne marks, in the mean time balancing oil and water and providing hydration for your face! How I hope my face could just drink up all the water so it would appear moist and dewy all day long ! Rather than dull and oily like now T-T
God save my face !
I'm also pretty upset cause I'm going to miss GUESS and ROXY warehouse sales this weekend !
GUESS warehouse sales would be on Sat and Sun at Park Royal hotel ( opposite of Sg Wang )
ROXY would be at all outlets at certain dates this weekend, you need a ROXY member card to be able to join the sales. =)
Good luck and happy shoppping to all !
Sad for me, I'm gonna work my weekends off!
But,
look on the bright side !
MONEY !
haha
Labels: daily rants
Y4:11 PM
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
放手，是不是一个选择？
无法呼吸。。
却无法松开。。
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Y10:52 AM
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
My birthday is coming ~
So is christmas !
What a joyous season ... wohooo~
I'm gonna put up my wishlist here, so that you don't have to hurt your brain thinking what to get me ...
Thank you, thank you, your far too kind..
I know, I'm so kind right?
HAHAHA !!
*ahermmm*
Top of the list :
Pink Sony VAIO
LV Azur Berkeley
Gucci purse
Perfumes!
Anything that is light and sweet, and the bottle is super nice !!
Anna sui night of fancy
Jill Stuart
Magic of Love
Angel heart Christmas edition 
Love and peace 
Vera Wang Princess
Labels: daily rants
Y1:36 PM
虽然，那次我放手了。。
但是谢谢你，坚持没把我的手放开。。
我知道，你口硬心软，并没说出你不舍得我走。。
更没叫我留下来。。
可是，你的一举一动让我知道了，你根本没打算要离开我。。
很开心的是，那天我们总把我们所有的心事都说出来了。。
让对方给了解对方。。
有些事，真的放在心里没有人会知道。。
爱情，少了沟通是不能的。。
到了今天，真的很开心，也很吃惊，你为我改了真的很多。。
我很开心，你懂得哄我了。。
我很开心，你终于知道如何迁就我了。。
我很开心，你终于知道我很喜欢你在我身边陪我。。
我很开心，你会考虑我的感受了。。
希望，我们真的能开开心心在一起。。
虽然，有些事情，还在我脑海里忘不了。。
有些伤痕，还深刻在我心里无法恢复。。
但是，我会尽量不去想它。。
因为，真的不想让我不开心的东西。。
破坏这个感情。。
也不想，当你辛苦尝试地去改变自己时。。
无缘无故发脾气，让你更加辛苦。。
因为，这种感觉我都是过了。。
真的不好受。。
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Y1:20 PM
Friday, November 14, 2008
可能，这一切都是一个错误。。
从一开始到现在，我们根本不应该开始。。
是我的执著，是我认为我做得到。。
我坚持，要给大家一个机会。。
虽然从一开始，我已经知道我们根本就是不可能的。。
你，就像狮子王。。什么都要其他人迁就你。。
而我，就像小公主。。
天生喜欢撒娇，给人疼，发小姐脾气，就像小孩子一样。。
我知道，你根本不能接受我。。
唯一的办法，是由我去迁就你。。
我以为，只要我改。。我们就可以很快乐。。
到了最后，我终于醒过来了。。
问题不在于我改不改，我乖不乖。。
而是，你根本已经不再珍惜我了。。
不珍惜我所谓你做的一切。。
不珍惜我为你付出的一切。。
不珍惜我为你改变的一切。。
不珍惜我对你的爱。。
你说，你也有试着迁就我。。
可是你并不知道，你的话，带给我多大的伤害。。
你，不再让我觉得你爱我。。
也不再让我觉得，你需要我。。
我一次又一次的为你改变，以为是我做得不够
可是，你却一次又一次的推我下悬崖
让我伤痕累累地慢慢爬起来。。
我一心一意要我们好，我忍。。
可是，你却在另一边火上添油。。
为了小事情乱发脾气，讲了很多很多伤害我的话。。
我试着去忍，可是这一次我再也忍不下去了。。
我发觉，我的爱，已变成了廉价物品。
我的对不起，已经变成没有价值了。。
所有认识我的人，都很了解我是一个怎样的人。。
向男友说对不起，我从来是不会做。。
虽然是我错，但我仍然要人家向我道歉！
为了你，我什么都可以做。。
但是这次，就是我最后一次为你做的事情了。。
是我，最后一次的忍耐。。
我，从现在开始，要带回我的皇冠。。
做回我的小公主。。
如果，我们真的是有缘在一起。。
那么，希望有一天，你会变成我的白马王子。。
祝福你。。
Labels: heart
Y7:37 PM
Thursday, November 13, 2008
或许，我的选择是错误的。。
离开你，我根本做不到。。
不想你，我头脑全都是你。。
可是，我真的累了。。
我真的受伤了。。
我也不知道，我如何找力气再继续爱你。。
能選擇要不要喜歡上一個人或愛上一個人嗎？喜歡上了，愛上了，就是了。
这是我无法改变的，我爱你，我骗不了我自己。。
我知道我不能放手，可是我硬要去做。。
因为我知道，你从没珍惜过我。。
如果这次，可以让你珍惜我。。一切都会是值得。。
如果这次，失败了。。我也不能怨谁。。
我已经尽力了。。
或许，我们真的不适合吧
但是，你在我心里的位置。。
从来都没改变过，我依然那么爱着你。。
Labels: heart
Y1:34 PM
如果你不爱一个人,
请放手.
好让别人有机会爱她.
如果你爱的人放弃了你,
请放开自己,
好让自己有机会爱别人.
有的东西你再喜欢也不会属于你的,
有的东西你再留恋也注定要放弃的.
人生中有许多种 .
但别让自己为一种伤害.
有些缘分是注定要失去的,
有些缘分是永远都不会有好结果的,
爱一个人不一定要拥有,
但拥有一个人就一定要好好的去爱她.
男人哭了是因为他真的爱了.
女人哭了是因为她真的放弃了.
如果真诚是一种伤害,
我选择谎言;
如果谎言一种伤害,
我选择沉默;
如果沉默是一种伤害,
我选择离开.
如果失去是苦，
你怕不怕付出 ,
如果迷乱是苦，
你会不会选择结束,
如果追求是苦，
你会不会选择执迷不悟 ,
如果分离是苦，
你要向谁倾诉,
好多事情都是后来才看清楚,
好多事情当时一点也不觉得苦!!!!
***爱&缘分***
１.她無聊時陪她〃
２.她難過時安慰她〃
３.男生要主動點〃
４.多約女友出去〃
５.不能讓女友主動約〃
６.讓她每天都開心愉快〃
７.要好好對待女友〃
８.順從女友的意〃
９.不要讓她傷心難過〃
１０.當她被欺負要立刻去保護她〃
１１.不要隱瞞女友事情〃
１２.不能背叛女友〃
Labels: meaningful lil bits
Y12:56 AM
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
我累了。。说好的幸福呢？
你说我没理会过你的感受。。
那么，让你随意发脾气,随意骂的人。。算是理会你的感受吗？
这个人，就算你喊他，骂他，赶他走，他都依然留在你身边安慰你，逗你笑
有那么一个人,曾经是非喝不可,非下club不可..
但是,如今,这个人已经变了,乖巧的听你的话..
你说,你不喜欢我跟男子联络..
我都没有了...
我让你查,我的电话,我的电脑,我的一切...
去那里,我们都一起去...
个个朋友我都像你介绍
不想你担心我..
你说,我们在一起,你就会好好对我
你说,我带你回家,你就会好好对我
你说,我乖乖听你的,你就会好好对我
我们都会很开心..
我全部都做了,我的幸福呢?
我一个人流泪,不想让你看见..
因为,我知道你不喜欢我这软弱的一面..
其实我很想有一个人,可以让我抱着哭..
我一个人伤心,不想让你知道
因为,我知道你不会安慰我...
我不想再让我只己更伤心..
我是这么一个女孩,
我,不喜欢被人约束..
我,不喜欢被人骂,被人喊.,
我,不喜欢我的男人觉得电脑比我更有吸引力
我,不喜欢我的男人不信任我
我,不喜欢说对不起,就算是我的错..
但,我发觉,我的对不起,已变成了廉价物品..
我很喜欢我在他心目中是第一位!
我很喜欢他当我是女皇,什么都听完我的!哈哈!
我很喜欢像小孩子一样,给人疼爱
我很喜欢,当他一回来就要抱抱我!
我很喜欢喋我的男人
我很喜欢我的男人保护我,不让我受任何伤害
我很喜欢,当我哭的时候,他会很紧张地问我:"怎么了宝贝?"
我很喜欢,他一直抱着我,怕我会一下会走掉..
我其实很简单..
我只需要一个,很爱很爱很爱很爱我的男人!
只要我开心和幸福,他就会开心...
不是一个,要我什么都听完他的..
才会觉得我们是开心的...
我不想再想,为什么会这样..
我不想再想,我们可以几久..
我不想再想,我到底是为了什么?
我不想再想,你会珍惜我吗?
我只是知道,你是我那么多以来,最爱的男人...
我只是知道,我已经给了你我的全部,甚至变成了我都不认识的一个人..
我只是知道,我为了你,可以放弃一切..
很可惜..
陪你走到最后的人,
不是我..
我对你的爱,是盲目的..
但我失败了..
我无法让你看见我的爱..
对不起谢谢...
我真的宁愿这样..
就算不再和你在一起,我还是这样爱着你..
至少,我可以安慰自己说 :
这都是因为,你已不再我身旁了...
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Y5:27 PM
Sunday, November 9, 2008
Started my first online business!
Selling puppies ~ HEHE
Here;s my link
http://forum.lowyat.net/topic/839009/+20
Please support me... many thanks !
Muacks muackss
I started feeling something, the feeling of selfishness.
I'm tired that everything revolves around somebody else, and not myself
Why does my laughter and tears flow for others, and not myself ?
Why does where I go and what I do, depends on others, and not myself ?
And why does this person, can don't even care about me ?
Hahhh ! -__-
I don't want to think.
I just want to earn money and buy myself a LV Azur Berkeley !
Labels: daily rants
Y2:17 PM
Wednesday, November 5, 2008
My Princess is back !
Picked her back home yesterday evening. Bought a brand new cage for her.
The total medical fees cost rm400 ! But I think its okay since its like a process of Resurrection of her. Rm 400 is inclusive of a week's medicine and food supply too.
Hope that she can recover fast and walk well.
I'm looking forward to get a new puppy ^^
Maybe a schaunzer, husky, or a silky terrier.
hehe~
Happy happy !
Labels: daily rants
Y5:42 PM
Monday, November 3, 2008
Day 5 :
This morning visited Princess at 830am. She is eager and happy to see us.
Seen some improvement as she can now move her legs and tail.
She can even lick her food now. According to the vet, she can only consume food when they drip it slowly into her mouth. But this morning she licked it all up happily from the tube. She isn't able to eat from the plate yet as she still cant coordinate her body well =(
We're still happy to see her improvement.
Even its sad to see her in such a state where she can't even stand up or move nicely.
Going to drop by to visit her at 10pm later tonight.
Hope she's recovering well.
A simple thought from me :
Should people be selfish?
live.laugh.love
life is too short to worry about stupid shit.
Why should we waste time on people who isn't even willing to spend time with us ?
Who don't make us feel wanted
Who don't make us feel special
Who don't make us feel ...
We are important ...
Labels: daily rants
Y8:14 PM
Saturday, November 1, 2008
Day 3 :
This morning Princess woke up.
Went to visit her at 1pm in d afternoon. She can only move her head and blink her eyes.
Her tongue is dry, she cant lick yet.
The vet says she can swallow her food, but at a very slow rate.
So they have to use a tube to provide liquid food straight into her stomach.
Glucose is added to her drips today, hope she gains back her energy fast.
It's sad to see her in a state like this, wondering if she is in pain.
She seems glad to see us, although she can't move or bark. She blinks her eyes more oftenly when we talk to her.
The vet says there will be another round of blood test on Tuesday to see her liver progress.
I'm happy that she's awake, but worried as well if she will survive.
Princess, we hope you know that we love you very much and we hope you to come back home.
Please be strong and fight your sickness.
We're going to the vet again at 630pm later, along with her favourite toys to keep her company through out her stay.
Labels: daily rants
Y5:27 PM