Friday, October 31, 2008
Princess, please wake up, please come back homeWe miss you so much ...
I can't imagine a life without my dog.
I cried the whole morning after visiting her in the clinic
She's unconscious from all the medicines to calm her down from her seizure attack
How could something like that happen so suddenly?
A while she was happy and jumping around the morning i opened the door for her
During noon, my mom had to rush her to the vet cause she cant even walk properly
I'm so sad , can't stop crying...
The doctor say it can't be cured, we're just hoping for her attacks to stop coming.
She will probably suffer from brain damage..
Worse comes to worse, if her attacks still persists after she wakes up
She will die
Every morning I wake up, I cant see my dog waiting for me downstairs anymore
Everytime I come home, I cant see her waiting for me behind the grills anymore
Nor can I see her jumping at the gate and licking my feet ..
No more princess coming to squeeze to sleep together with me
No more princess whining and scratching the door for me to let her in when the thunder and rain comes
No more princess wanting to jump into my car to go for a ride
Please just come home princess
Labels: daily rants
Y3:27 PM
Tuesday, October 28, 2008
life is unpredictable
live life to the fullest
the higher your expectations, the greater the disappointment
i am happy =)
i will be !
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Y3:07 PM
Saturday, October 25, 2008
*~*|||我想要有一個人|||*~*
我想要有一個人 會仔細的聽我講的每一句話那怕是極無聊的小事...我想要有一個人 可以逗我開心讓我笑的...
我想要有一個人 可以讓我瘋狂耍任性的...
我想要有一個人 凡事都會第一個先想到我的...
我想要有一個人 偶爾要覺得我比他的朋友及工作都還重要的...
我想要有一個人 心甘情願當我的出氣筒的...
我想要有一個人 在吵架時就算知道是我不對還是會先低頭跟我認錯的...
我想要有一個人 在我需要他時可以立刻出現在我面前...
我想要有一個人 在我很脆弱時願意默默的陪在我身邊卻不會逼問我發生什麼事...
我想要有一個人 可以忍受我的怪脾氣不會輕易被我嚇跑還是會覺得我很可愛的... :)
我想要有一個人 就算是我不對還是願意替我擦眼淚...
我想要有一個人 可以包容我不會被我的熱情指數所影響的...
我想要有一個人 愛我要比愛他自己多一點的...
我想要有一個人 在我難過的時候肩膀可以讓我靠的...
我想要有一個人 可以讓我把堅強的那一面卸下的...
我想要有一個人 可以讓我願意不顧一切付出的...
我想要有一個人 可以讓我毫不猶豫的向他走過去的...
我想要有一個人 再怎麼生我的氣都還是會忍下來不會對我發脾氣的...
我想要有一個人 知道如何讓我把心裡的話都說出來...
我想要有一個人 就算我沒說他也知道我在想什麼的...
我想要有一個人 在我生病的时候给我拍背，让我觉得安心，让我安稳的入睡...
我想要有一個人 在我说我的手酸的时候帮我按摩，温柔的问我：“还会很酸吗？”
我想要有一個人 在我想吃麦当劳的时候 立刻买给我...
我想要有一個人 在我对他撒娇的时候会立刻对我露出笑容...
我想要有一個人 會讓我每天都感到很幸福的...
this is just my dream
Labels: meaningful lil bits
Y11:55 PM
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
life's cool
though flooded with assignments
god. im bored
even i have a presentation n 2 essays to hand in tomorrow
guess my brain is stuffed with too many things that it's lazy to spin anymore
i truly believe in horoscope
and this is so true !
SAGITTARIUS -
The Happy-Go-Lucky One
Good-natured optimist. Doesn't want to grow up (Peter Pan Syndrome). Indulges self. Boastful. Likes luxuries and gambling. Social and outgoing. Doesn't like responsibilities. Often fantasizes. Impatient. Fun to be around. Having lots of friends. Flirtatious. Doesn't like rules. Sometimes hypocritical. Dislikes being confined - tight spaces or even tight clothes.
Labels: daily rants
Y9:32 PM
Sunday, October 12, 2008
射手座终极分析
乐观与忧愁：射手座人的内心不是外表看上去那么乐观的，因为喜欢看的远，容易担忧的事情也就多，在他们的字典里，即使现在好，也不一定代表未来好，有时候 很多人觉得很好的一个工作或一个伴侣，他们很轻易的就会放弃掉，可能只是因为一个毫不起眼的小原因。所以，这样的外在表现，就让人们觉得他们不喜欢被某件 事情或某个人束缚住，追求自由的，没有压力的感觉。
现实：常说射手座是追求梦想的人，但往往忽略了他们现实的一面，算计起来不会比处女座差哦，只是更高明更隐藏罢了。射手座人的梦想是必须建立在现实的基础 上的，一般他们很少谈及自己的梦想，而是实际的去做一些向梦想靠拢的事情。如果可以借巧力完成的事情，决不会多花一点工夫。所以有时候射手座也容易给人耍 小聪明的感觉。可是，不得不承认他们完成的还满不错。也许终其一生，他们都在考虑怎么巧妙的做一些事情，花最少的精力去达到最好的效果。所以，很多射手座 看上去让人们会觉得很懒，但是其实他们的大脑可没有停下过思考现实的事情。
拒绝低俗：几乎所有的射手座内心都是骄傲的，其程度绝不亚于狮子座。只不过他们不会显现在脸上，外在的表现总是随和的，恰当的。可是内在有着极强的自尊 心，敏感也情绪化。因为射手座人心中是骄傲的，所以他们拒绝低俗，不喜欢任何俗气的、粗鲁的事或人。如果可以，他们希望一切有关的事物，都是优雅的、高尚 的，值得品味的。而真正能让他们觉得值得交朋友或谈恋爱的人是很少的，虽然表面上他们是很随和的。
多情：很多人说射手座多情，尤其是男性。其实在射手座人的心目中，对于爱情确实有理想化的倾向，和他们谈恋爱，是一件高难度的事情。他们非常讨厌俗气的 人，所以你不能很物质或喜欢谈钱，但是他们又很现实，所以你不能一文不名，各方面也必须有一定的实力。物质与精神，你必须平衡的刚刚好，才让他们觉得你值 得去爱。或者，你有足够的神秘感，可以让他们不知道你的缺点在哪里，而盲目的爱你。一般，当然是没有完美无缺的人的，所以，可能象金牛座这样永远会让射手 感觉捉摸不透的闷闷的人，会非常吸引他们；或者象双子那样，足够机智，懂得察言观色，捕捉他们的情绪，才会让他们感觉到爱情的甜蜜。一般射手的感情模式 是，第一阶段，你们还不熟悉，他（她）爱上了你，非常热情。第二阶段，你们逐渐熟悉，而他（她）开始龟毛，整天挑剔你的毛病，无论是背地里还是当面。如果 你有幸通过他（她）的挑剔过程，基本挑剔出的毛病为零或者你把缺点保密的非常好；那么进入第三阶段，他们就又是忠诚和热情的爱人了。但是基本能通过第二阶 段的人非常少，所以有了射手多情一说。其实射手对恋人的挑剔，是源于对爱情的挑剔，对丧失自由感的恐惧。
射手座人的人生，往往是幸运的，因为他们是聪慧的、明朗的、通透的。与众不同，也许是他们终生追求的梦想，希望每一个射手人，可以找到他们的梦想！
人人都说射手座是感情的骗子，对爱情不尊重，只追求片刻的快感，是花心与冲满欲望的象征。朋友们…你们了解射手座最真实的一面吗？
射手座是大孩子，天真与善良，遇到爱情时，可能让人感觉不认真，付出的比谁都少。可是，知道吗？射手座很想爱，却也很怕爱！刚开始他们只是慢慢的付出，谨 慎的爱，好怕自己会受伤。可是在一句一句的爱，一天一天的相处下，射手座把带刺的防备丢掉，开始不顾一切的去爱他们所爱的人，在别人眼中，只是射手座为了 达到某种目的而作的行动。可射手座不介意，他会在自己幸福的想象中陶醉，希望对方能感受自己的爱，想对方觉得与自己一齐是幸福的。
在射手座爱上了一个人，他会把自己放到最后。有苦自己承担，可能会因为吵了一场小架而不开心，却也是最快认错，无论谁的错，他们都会包容，知道吗？射手座 会因为深爱一个人而原谅他的背叛，会因为你的一句话付出很多。他们爱玩，在玩的同时，也希望把那一份好心情带给你，射手座是乐观的。
人们总觉得射手座的世界很快乐，可是呢？射手座难过时没有人知道，他不想让别人可怜自己，射手座不坚强，可是很善良。在你难过时哄你开心，让你有依靠，分手后，他会哭者去想属于你们
Labels: meaningful lil bits
Y3:32 PM
Tuesday, October 7, 2008
I survived~
zombie mode
slept like few hours each day only, rushing assignments of every subject
God, this will be such a hectic month... With at least one assignment to submit each week
And it stands about 40% of the total marks... shoot!
I wonder why am I not blessed with good language and vocabulary...
For those who are still studying, don't neglect your english !
If not, you will regret...
like mua now ...
Dota came out with 6.55 map already.. with loads of changes ...
I so want to relax...
Reminiscing my freelance days..
Weekdays are sleeping days ~
Weekends are working days ~
How nice .. How peaceful ..
But now ?!
Life in hell has just begun ..
Aleluyah,
pray that I will be alive after 3 yrs...
Alhamdullilah
Labels: daily rants
Y8:49 PM
Sunday, October 5, 2008
Great ~ Just great !
I hate Sunday !
Because tomorrow will be school reopen and I have loads of assignments to hand in
Without completing a single one till now
I'm totally doomed ~
I need to hand in a 1200 words critique which I have totally no idea what to write about tomorrow
A powerpoint presentation which need to be nicely done and presented on Tuesday about handphone. Sth regarding ethics communication and society BLA !
BLA ~ CRAP !
I hate assignments !
How I wish to work freelance again ~ The money , the freedom
Sleeping all day and shopping during weekdays
Working during weekends.
And earn money to spend !
Godlike heaven ...
but now?
K
M
A
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Y7:39 PM
Thursday, October 2, 2008
Yo I'm back from Penang... for quite a while
haha! I'm just lazy to update my blog
A series of unfortunate events happened when we were on our way to Penang
First, it was raining heavily all the way from KL to Selama, Perak ( my dear's hometown )
Second, our tire pancet halfway through... But luckily it was at a rest area !
Third, we had to wait for 1 hour for plus officials to rescue us T.T
Ok, my dear's hometown is really a kampung. I'm actually quite unfamiliar with it, and cant get used to it. What we do there is just ride motor here and there to greet relatives and friend. Some live in wooden houses, some in better ones with mosaic and cemented porch.
This is my dear's new house
Then, we had a game of basketball with a couple of kids. And there I was just hoping around the court and laying on the bench watching the beautiful sunset and cows. How serene it is in a small village. No shopping complex, no traffic, no pollution, everything is just so peaceful. I lay there throughout their match, thinking hard of what my life would be. How silly! haha! I really wonder how these ppl could survive here. I would die of boredom in just one week. However, I kinda miss it there now. I hope I can go ride motor with my hubby here and there and watch the sunset and cows. =( It would just be you and me !
Sunset !
My noob dear playing basketball in the tiny basketball court
After spending 2 days there, we headed to Penang. Where we met Ghost, my dear's bro and Pyng for lunch. After that we went Queensbay to kai kai. Nothing much to shop there, not much of a crowd that makes it even more boring. Later on we headed to eat eat eat at new worlds park and went on to visit a pet shop nearby. Then, we met up with Maggie for dinner and went to sing k later on.
Next day, we went to Ghost's apartment and it was hell of a view there. He lives in Sri Pangkor, and there's a nice sea view just from his balcony. And he told us the condos nearby his house are like 1million plus. Holy shit ! How can people be so rich these days. But I would be really satisfied living just in his condo, just right. Not too big not too small.
Me and dear at Ghost's house. nice view rite?
We had our 2nd month anniversary there, there was no celebration or surprises - typical dear. But we got a pair of Titus watch on the last day of our Penang trip. I love my Titus very much, I saw it at an advertisement at Times Square but didn't cross my mind that i would buy one. Haha, now I finally got it. Thanks a lot dear, Muacksss. Hope we will always be happy happy together.
Our Titus
Love dear muackss
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Y2:35 PM