Sunday, October 28, 2007
note:
warning for those who dislike sad stories or ppl who think im a faker
close this page n stop reading
result of emotion unstability for few days n stress n problems here n thr
are these ~
things arent getting any better
and im not too
i wonder if ppl around me r getting sick of me
i guess so
i cause ntg but problems n unhappiness
when they c me cry
they get frustrated coz they have to think of a way to make me happy
is this suppose to be like that ?
why do u expect me to smile whn i really hurt inside?
or maybe u think im just acting
2moro is pure maths paper
n thn i wil hav a 2 weeks break
solemn mode
ntg worth to b happy about
isolation
stop causing unhappy atmosphere
stop crying
u wont understand me
coz im just too trouble some to b understood
or to b cared of
i will learn to b alone
everyone's going to leave
if i continue to b like this
if u think im writing this just to get ur symphathy
thn save it
i dont want ur sympathy
i want u to care me cos u love me
not cause its ur responsibility to make me happy
pls leave me if im ur burden
im saying the truth
i dont want to b one
我想我是太过依赖 在挂电话的刚才坚持学单纯的小孩 静静看守这份爱知道不能太依赖 怕你会把我宠坏你的香味一直徘徊 我舍不得离开
learning to be alone
its my wrong
to reveal my weakness to u
Y9:24 PM