Saturday, October 13, 2007
this is how it ends....
im so busy da whole day, running here n thr ...
did everything hoping to make him happy,
but ....
i dunno ...
maybe im being sensitive, but it din turn out as wad i expected
although the plan was ruined,
but, the moment i waited the most...
did not appear ..
as usual, what m i waitin for ?
i know, but it doesnt come ...
it wont come today, not yesterday, not the day b4 ..
i dun wanna ruin anythin coz of my emotions...
im so tired, but i dun wanna sleep ...
maybe im still waiting, n waiting n waiting... it never does end.
so this is the conclusion, the result, the thing that i had been looking forward to.
i wonder if im really that imperfect.
or m i of no importance
i dunno
just to wish u happy birthday...
i'll just pass by this lonely night myself.
guess i treat today more important than u do ...

Y1:53 AM