Monday, October 8, 2007
today is sunday! there's nothing much to write about sunday's actually.
coz im usually at home all sunday hoho !
but today woke up late coz slept late n was busy for the whole day on saturday.
and i read through a few pages of chemistry n got bored of it.
managed to catch up wif few episodes of csi, it's been years since i've watched tv. ahaha !
just received a news that a friend of mine is going to australia to work. hmmm, friends come and go. we just have to cherish the moment we spend with them. and it will stay as memories in our heart forever. don't u think so? nothing lasts forever except memories that we cherish.
people tend to take things for granted when they have it. only when it is lost, then they will start to worry and regret. i have no right to pint-point anyone about this, because i believe every one of us have this weakness. we wont know how important sth is to us until we are about to lost it. sometimes, a relationship needs plenty of understanding and sacrifice to nurture it and make it grow. without these 2, things would just turn out bad. as no 2 human or 2 things is 100% completely compatible with each other. unless it is custom made, because the other one is made to fit! i would just say, nothing is perfect. and people have expectations n dreams in their life. we learn, we fall and we stand. never fall and u will never stand ...
it rained heavily during the afternoon. i was sittin in my room trying to memorize some points. somehow i like it when it rains. it's not the world's most pleasent sound. but it still makes my thoughts wonder. raining makes me think of a lot of memories. my past, my present and my future. somehow it seems to have the power to do so. guess im the only weirdo that does that whn it rains.. muahahaha!!
so there i was, sittin in front of the window. with lil flower lights decorating my red curtain. and letting my thought go wild.
i wonder what would it be like. if i were to success in this career. n i wondered if i am really suitable and made for all of this. many ppl doubt it, but yet many of them urge me to go for it. chances like this doesn't come around everyday in ur life. it might just be a golden opportunity that i need to grab. or it mayb just be a trap that's waitin for me to fall in. it all depends on how u look at it.
there would be a million and one things to think and consider before u do anythin in this world. so does this decision is gonna cost me... it might change my life totally. and i wonder if that is what i really want. commitment, time, responsibility and sacrifices. can i really make it to the top ? or am i just a mere typical girly girl.
it all lies in my hand...
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